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guys next time I see you fucking message me or some I will block you
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and yeah I have archived my chats so I cant see them
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I'm so fucking tired
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I'm barely surviving and even if I care I'm going to say idc
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I survived fucking last year but at what worth
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yeah and if none of you have time for me then I'm not going to spend the time that is already wasted
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I did my best and its not fucking enough
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I need some shit to be alive for and if I don't have it so I just can't be alive
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If it is that hard to understand I have nothing to do with any of you again
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yeah I love my friends and people but I'm getting messed up by them and other things
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I can't survive without affection, in this shitty house there's nothing named "affection" so don't expect me to not starve for affection, I'm trying my best to show my love and I think its just not important or its not enough
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but please, I beg you, believe me I'm trying my best
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and if It's not enough or you're uncomfortable just say it in my face
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I have hole that I'm trying to fill but I need some help with it
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I'm trying my best to give attention and affectation to everyone but sometimes I just feel like it's not working
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and Ig there is no answer to it
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and I cant just say stuff like "yeah idc its completely okay" because it's not
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It's easier to throw me out like trash than slowly killing me
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در حال حاضر نمایش این پیام پشتیبانی نمیشود.
I fucking hate this shit
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